Waiting for U

How do I tell you…?

What you mean to me…

The air I breathe or the essence of my life…

And you ask me understand …. To stay afar

When every day we don’t speak… leaves a scar

And I look at your image treasured in my heart

And I pray that my love reaches you even if we are apart…

How long till I have to wait to see your smile

When we meet, we hug and make each moment worthwhile...

How much I feel like holding your hand…

Walking by the silent shore… playing with the sand.

How much I want to be, with you around...

Happy, that in you all the Love I've found.

How do I tell you…?

Why I my heart screams…

The parting moment haunts me every night…

I look outside… On the lane so dark

And every crawling second seems so stark

With the days passing by the memory does not fade

I wish I lay in the your comforting shade

How long will you pretend that solitude is good…?

When you walk the lane alone… That together we should.

You know what I feel will forever be there

You know I will give you unconditional love and care.

Crossroads

(Chorus)

I am standing at a crossroad

Wondering what to do

Whichever path I choose

I’ll be the one to lose

Nothing U confess

Can make me love U less

Coz I am

Still thinking what to do

Coz I can’t stop loving U

My head goes spinning around

When I think of U being gone

I thought I had to cry no more

That's the way U swept me off the floor

I thought U’d leave me never

Can’t I be loved forever?

Coz (Chorus)

Night seems so chilly

My dream seems so silly

I thought u were the one

I cannot replace u with anyone

Now I find myself with nowhere to go

Just thought that I’d let u know...

That (Chorus)

So I write this song for U

To tell u what is true

I know I have not got long

But what I feel is so strong

Please let’s make everyday a memory

Please let me remember u as a beautiful story

Can u hold my hand?

Will u help me understand?

Can u look into my eye?

Will u make sure I don’t cry --- when u say.....? Good Bye :'(

I am no longer standing at a cross road

And I know what to do

Capture every moment

In a picture of me and U

Treasure the precious time we got

And make sure we are a happy lot

Love u and be there for U

Coz I can’t stop loving U

The Shut Down

Saving every emotion

Negating every pain

I smiled to the world

And the world smiled at me again

Holding on to my tears

Hiding them from the light

Faking it all day

But trembling it all night

How things have been

Oh lord! no one knows

All the pain that’s within

I hope to no one shows

The turmoil ahead

I will battle it out

In m y loneliness

How many times I shout

I scream out aloud

In the depths of the dark

Tears take life away

As I cry in the park

When I sit in my room

I feel the walls closing in

It keeps me awake

In misery I have been

Enough of these tears

Enough have I cried

For the feelings I had

Once, have almost died

No flowers no candy

No love will bloom

What prevails in the dark

Is eternal gloom.